Every time I think about my bank debt, my friend told me to sell my paintings or something and put them on Instagram and all that stuff. It seems like too much work for something insignificant, I don't even want to try, it all seems so ridiculous i feel shame to try. Help Your dream, though not explicitly described, seems. My mother now saud shes not leaving any jewelry for me, it will all go to my brother when she dies because idk how to take care of anything
It sounds like you're describing a scenario rather than a specific dream, but I can interpret the imagery and themes you've expressed as though they were part of a dream narrative.
Bank Debt and Financial Pressure:
Friend's Advice to Sell Paintings:
Feeling of Insignificance and Shame:
Mother's Decision on Jewelry:
Self-Reflection: Consider what truly holds you back from pursuing art or other ventures. Sometimes addressing the root cause of fear can lessen its impact.
Gradual Exposure: Try sharing your work in smaller, less public increments. Start with a close circle and gradually expand.
Conversations with Loved Ones: Discuss your feelings with the people involved – your friend and your mother. This might help alleviate some of the emotions tied to these situations.
The emotions and scenarios you described indicate a period of introspection and potential transformation if you're willing to confront these elements actively.